I just don't get it....
As some of you know, I'm selling Outlaw, actually verbally have a committment from a potential buyer, to get into a 353. I love that 353, Infared graphics (my all time favorite), twin 500 Bulldogs, boat is a 99', basically 200 hours on it, and is like new. Has the silent thunder but we all know what I can do about that....
Here's the deal: I took Outlaw out today for a shakedown cruise to be sure everything was hunky dory before I do the final detail on the boat for the new buyer. All by myself and had a friggin' blast. Quite a few boats out today and no Cuda I didn't have the camera so don't start bit(hing about where's the pix for the proof....

And it hit me: why am I selling a boat that I enjoy as much as I do, for a boat that is newer and faster, BUT I have to go into hock for it for about 55K. Outlaw is PAID FOR.....
Am I REALLY going to enjoy this boat 55 thousand dollars more than I enjoy Outlaw???? I just don't see it.
Now if I could afford to upgrade to say a 42 Tiger, that would be another story alltogether, but except for the motors, the 353 isn't really any bigger than my 89' 311. In fact the cabin seems a mite smaller but I didn't measure it. Just a feeling.
I really don't care one whit's azz about being the fastest cause it only cost more money that I don't have or want to spend. I have a 65' Corvette to feed also. Not to mention all the work I put into Outlaw making it 'MY" boat, i.e., the exhaust swap over. I now have a very unique 311.
So now I'm having serious second thoughts.
Out of curiosity, what would some of you guys do?????
Right now I think I just want to keep it though that is NOT cast in stone. I also don't like being told by some damned Dr. that he thinks I should sell the boat and get out of boating...
With what's going on in the world right now, I'm not comfortable signing a 55K note. I'd rather have a boat that is free and clear....
Am I making any sense here??? I'm trying to do what is fun, yet at the same time be responsible, FOR A CHANGE.....
Let's hear your thoughts....Thanks guys...