A couple of thoughts for you Jay.
 

Things will never be the same for you. Nothing any of us can say will change what you feel, and what has happened. But know there isn't a thing your friends would not do to make things just a little better. With such a flury of life changing events in the past few days I cannot even imagine how things must seem. But keep your head up, one thing you always gave to me was an optimistic, fun perspective on life. And I definately think your brother embodied one of the great theories, that life's happiness is not a destination, but rather its journey. If you need anything, just say the word. I am attching a photo from SOTW, we had a great time that night, hope to see that grin back soon. And thanks to all those on OSO who have shown such wonderful support. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family Jay. Chad

(midnight, mr&mrs apache kid, pocket change, mr&mrs Fire)