I think you know that I want to race very badly. I have helped teams out and even filled in for other drivers here in the Northeast. I have a family member with a severe life threatening illness and have been spending some of what is in my wallet on that. If that would have never occurred I probably would have been out there already and burned through the entire amount in my wallet. My Family comes first over top of anything right now. Please stop listening to JEM about how much is in wallet. I wish the amounts he thinks I have were in there. If it was true I would have a boat already and we wouldn't even be discussing this. I just hope for the all of us that love the outboards, that there is a class left for us to race in when we are ready.