Thats exactly the way I felt the day I went and picked up my new to me OE (12ft beam). By 5 PM that evening while sitting on the side of the road half way home surrounded by cop cars for 2 hours and getting a police escort to the Holiday Inn Express I changed my mind. Tried to sneak out of town at sunrise the next morning and did not make it to the next exit. Lucky for me I had ticket/expensive permit in hand and when the officer asked for my permit I explained what happened the day before and he let me go.
I did mention the Holiday Inn Express and think thats why he let me go.